after the break up with mike, i felt relieved, but at the same time completely stressed. i know he is relieved, he doesn't have to deal with his parents breathing down his neck about being with a niggergirl anymore. it's not so much that his dad is racists, it's the fact that he gave in to their pressure. giving up your personal beliefs for someone else is ridiculous. all his talk. hypocrisy. i guess i don't need a boyfriend anyways, i am going to college. he was just amazing, that's all.